I know you’re all expecting a continuation of where I left off. However, May was Mental Health Awareness Month, and I felt this was a good time to touch on my own mental health. I know we are a few weeks late, but this post has taken some time to write and then rewrite. To my family, close friends, or individuals who struggle with reading about mental health, depression, anxiety, suicide, and suicidal ideation, the next two posts may be ones you should skip over. I rewrote this because the original version seemed too raw to post. Even now, in…